Here is my story, I write it from the deepest heart An illustration of a happy family Hi, first of all, my name is Susi Nurindahsari. Usually called Susi by the most of people, but actually the real nickname of me is Sari, and I feel I prefer to be called Sari. I'm the first child in my family and have a little brother, he is 6 years younger and his name is Amri. My dad is 51 years old and my mom is 50 years old. They married in 2001, and on April 23, 2002 I was born with the brightest welcome smile from them. I never met my grandparents (dad's parents), because they passed away even when my mom and dad didn't get married yet. And I just could see my grandpa (mom's dad) for 3 years also with grandma (mom's mother) was just 10 years. I called them Mbah. I love my family so much, but I always broke their hearts and will always be. I don't even know when I can stop making them feel disappointed, sometimes I hate myself very hard because of it. ...